Hello, this my 'blog, if you've got nothing better to do, then read away. (Hey, this dun do be Foo's blog... Learn to love it. It'll be around longer than your mother has been. Sorry... im feeling wierd. Time to post!)
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
I've got to admit, it's getting better... a little better all the time
The mountain somehow has 60 cm of snow and 3 runs open, if it gets any more, hopefully I will be going up tomorrow. Kate is SOOC (shopping out of country), and I'm not sure when she gets back, but I want to see her. :)
Played my first Axis&Allies game, and it only took an hour to set up, and 11 hours, 39 minutes to play out... of course, It would have been quicker had we played for victory cities, instead of domination. Yarg. I switched my sleeping pattern due to staying up all night playing A&A, and I couldn't get to sleep until 4 last night... oh well, I am reading a great book, called the Bible. It rocks. I m also reading a book called 'EMPORER, The Gates Of Rome' also quite good; but, alas, not as good as the Bible.
I don't really have anything to post about, except that I haven't been posting, but oh well.
I love God, I love Katelynne;
I WILL do both.
-Colin.J.Dobson@gmail.com
Thursday, December 15, 2005
yarg. Rejoice in the lord.
I am finding it difficult. (hence the yarg) I have god, no real problems, good grades, good food, I'm not lacking anything, I have someone to love on, and yet, I still am depressed. I should be so ecstatic that I'm foaming at the mouth; but I'm not. I think it may be SAD, seasonal affective disorder, but hey, who am I to give a diagnosis? I always seem to be in a better mood in the summer, even if my life is going to shit.
Anywho, on to other things, like Katelynne. I love her. A lot. I can, and WILL wait for her, but I don't have to like it. I mean, whats in a name? A rose by any other name would still smell as sweet; A relationship by any other name still involves the same things. Either something needs to change, or the only thing we are waiting for is the actual status. I mean, the love is there, the caring is there, the spending time is there, what more is there... ?
As far as I see it, we AREN'T waiting, and hopefully, this isn't messing with a(ny) more important relationship(s). Because if it isn't then why play this game?
I
LOVE
GOD
I
LOVE
KATELYNNE
Can't I do both?
Thursday, December 08, 2005
If humans reproduced asexually, there would be no need for separate sexes, or relationships
On to the out-with-it...
GIRLS, or girl, should I say, driving me crazy. Yes I love her, yes I want her back, yes I want what she wants. Umm contradiction right there? Well, I cant continue on like I am with her. It doesn't feel right to be like that with someone outside of a relationship. I am perpetually confused because I am never sure what she wants, or what she's thinking. I think that she is conflicting with herself over Me/Freedom, but when I read her blog, it looks like I'm not going to win. This can't continue on, it is only setting me up to get destroyed... So, I told her, TOLD HER, I was going to ask her out on new years, and that I wanted her to weigh either side of the argument, and think on what she was going to say. Seems weird, but I didn't want to just spring the question on her again, because she might just rush into a yes, leading to it falling apart once again.
Why can't stuff just go perfectly? .... dumb question.
Anywho... Poker game saturday! So far only Kate, Jo, and Me.... No good. I'll see if Cam can come, maybe Trailey or someone. Sunday is going to rock. I hope that I can somehow comfortably step out of my comfort zone; I know I can't, but I'm still going to get myself so psyched about it.
so yeah, I'm out of stuff to write about.
- Colin
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Dreams
- Colin
Saturday, December 03, 2005
To the (potential) pot smoker.
If you want to 'see trippy stuff' then you are going to be dissatisfied, guys. Smoking pot isnt going to give you hallucinations, or let you see pink elephants. A 10 cent pair of red-blue goggles will give you more to look at then $10 of weed will anyday. (Trust me, im wearing a pair right now, it's totally sweet)
If you're looking for 'good feelings' well, you might find them, for about 1 hour, half of which you will spend coughing. Trust me, I have experienced only the tip of the iceberg for feeling god, and I have felt better than any time when I was high, and it is a lot harder to get rid of.
If you are looking for an escape, then I'm here to tell you, with drugs, there no escape, only distraction. When you come back to reality an hour and a half later, you will be burnt out and still feeling just as bad as before about whatever it is you are trying to escape. And if you happen to smoke yourself to death, you'll have only hopped out of the frying pan and into the fire, literally. My life hasn't been the worst ever, but it still sucks, and if it was a year ago, or even 2 months ago, I would've turned to drugs as an 'escape', and last time I tried that, I got into a fight with a friend, had the police come by, and came home with 2 scars on my leg and one on my forearm. But now, oh, now is SO much better. I am having my heart and mind go in different directions and change their minds about 2 times a minute, and it suck(s/ed) all I have to do is give it up and let God lay his hand on my life, hes trying to point me in the right direction, and if I fight it, it only sucks, I am letting him do the steering, and I don't worry. It's a lot better. Here, I dare you, next time your life really sucks, give it a shot; dont just get f*cked out of your mind for a few hours.
Been there, done that.
Am here, doing this.
- Colin
(UPDATE 2012, JULY)
The not smoking weed thing lasted all of like 6 months, maybe.
I smoke weed all the time, and as far as it goes with me, I totally abuse it.
My mom thinks I am self-medicating... probably.
but it's western style -treat the symptom, not the cause- self-medicating, which I also do not recommend.
I don't recommend doing much that I do.
I don't like me much,
I am often disappointed upon retrospective evaluation of my actions/motivations.
but I digress; I am fuck, I don't take my own advice. I smoke pot and I suck at life.
EOU
Friday, December 02, 2005
No escape, only distraction
If you know what I mean. Anyways, I am going to eat some lasagna, and then head up to Kate/Rob/Heather's so I'll blog ya later
- Foo be gone
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hey I am back, just thought I would add onto this post, because its still the same day. Uhh, yeah, the title is referring to drugs, by the way, in the old days, I would have turned to them when the going gets rough. Now I got something better. Anyways, on the whole my life issue, I am just gonna give it up, and rely on Jesus to help me out. I need to use him as a foundation, and I need God's will to be done. If he has to break me down to the last little crumb, then so be it. He is really showing me that I need to rely on him, and just let go and let things happen. Still though, even the thought of Katelynne with anyone else absolutely kills me. But yeah, just a reminder, this blog is about me, so dont go and rag on Katelynne or anything like that. This blog is for my looking back later, and for people to help them understand me; don't misuse it.
Anywho, some cool stuff coming up with Youth/Church, like the Youth Band, and the Outreach Banquet, and the 'Potato Ministries' and all sorts of fun stuff. Oohh, youth homegroup really needs to happen too. I am looking forwards to next week already just because of HG, which is sweet, but I still have to do a whole whack of homework :S oh well. .... Hey, this turned out to be a long blog! woo-hoo. Anywho guys,(and girls) Im going to bed down for the night.
Nighty Night
- Colin
Monday, November 28, 2005
Esperanza, Tehillah, and Halleluja!
Anyways, It was beautiful out there, but I dont have very many scenery pics, but thats alright.
The guy doing the backflip is TJ, he turns 20 on thursday.
This is the group of younguns, Emily isnt in it :(
anywho, I am kind of tired, and still want to read the verses Phil Cann brought up at Tehillah... so I guess this is the end of my post.
Dont let me be satisfied until the world sings your praise
- Foo = gone
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Today
twas good. Good discussions with Rob in the truck. Mostly about snowboarding :p
Talked to him on MSN for an hour or two tonight.... Im going to put the convo into blogworthy I guess, but the emoticons Heather uses arent going to show up.... Use your Imagination if you want to read. Told my mum about me&god in the most _______way. anyways. Im gonnna do other stuff. Peace
Friday, November 18, 2005
the story? (not very detailed)
yeah, anyways
there was lots more going on in my life, but this is just the main stuff. night.
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Change rolls quickly
November 13, 2005, I accepted Jesus.
This dude is the coolest. I am not perfect, but I can at least work on being better. I've dropped some bad habits, Like Marijuana, and Cigarettes. as a matter of fact, there is around $60 dollars of Pot Paraphenalia in my garbage can. Go me.
So anyways, I'm going to Copy/Paste the email I just sent my counsellor from summer camp. It is the story of how.when it happened... Keep in mind,I AM crazy and some of the facts might not be perfect. but they're pretty close. anywho It's also written to HIM, so It might not make perfect reading sense..... anyways. it will be in the next post (hopefully) I need him to send it back first..... anyways...gnight
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Man, I suck at posting regularly... Get used to it.
Anyways.... I'm done.... Peace
C J Dobson
p.s.: I'm joining the reserves! :)
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
This blog is sad, because noone reads it. :'(
I have all-sorts-a news from a while ago up to now.
I have Good news/ Bad news, and knowing you, you want to hear the bad news first ( they always do):
BAD NEWS: Katelynne and I broke up on the 9th of September, 2005. I = pwn'd'd
GOOD NEWS: Katelynne and I got back together on the 9th of October, 2005. One month of lame!
Mediocre News: Since Katelynne and I have gotten back together, I still havent seen her, due to conflicting schedules.
MORE NEWS!!!!
I applied for Rotary Exchange. ...
Tonight I had an interview. It went well, as far as I can tell.
Next up, second round of interviews(if I make it).
I am still unsure of whether or not I want to go for a couple of reasons.
#1 and most important : Katelynne. Can I survive 9 months without her? ...can we survive?
#2 : School. I will not be graduating with Katelynne or any of my other friends. LAME ( if I go )
Anywho... y'all should play some Kingdom of Loathing.
NMighty Night!
_ Foodeliododongofacilicosis
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Got Comp?
Foodelio the cool now has a Computing device of 1337n355!
One thing you must remember is that my computer is slow!
I don't particularly know why you must remember that!
But anywho, Foo = Single to the 1337 m4xx0rz! pwn'd!
Longest time Foo has been in the race: 1yr 4mo 5days!
Wierdly enough, we talk more openly now than before!
Foo has some new toys he bought with working money!
Cellphone-z0r! around $1,400 gets three year plan!
Paintball Gun! Tippmann A-5 with camoflage paint!
ALSO!!!! I got a wheelman! w00t-z0r fun to ride!
But anywho... I have begun blogging frequently!
So spread the word to all! (or ill kill you!)!
Allrighty... I am beginning to tire of this!
No really, I am almost completely done here!
Yeah. I'm not gonna finish this thing ever!
So here's to me, giving up on this fucker!
Y'all should check out the www.ytmnd.com!
T'is quite awesome. Gyarg! Homework sux!
And I still have to do all my homework!
Which is very lame to the max-THE MAX!
I think I have to do three q's in SS!
Also must writing a WWI letter home!
Do I have physics? Practice&Review!
Also I must write the application!
'Application for what?' you ask!
Application for rotary exchange!
Foo wants to go to other land!
On a nine-month culture trip!
To Germany, Japan, _________!
Oh all of the possibilities!
Type O Negative is a band.!
Christian woman is a song!
by them. It is yummygood!
I am done.
lolz, foo is rox
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Work Experience* II
(that was sarcasm! w00t!)
Anywho, same hours as the work experience, except I'm now making minimum wage! lessee.... $8 an hour, 8 hours a day, 5 days a week = $320.00 a week! That doesn't seem right. But it would rock!
This blog is a tad bit disjointed, but meh!
But, also, two hours later after the KEVIN pickup, I have to be at a restorative justice meeting.... blah!
Picking up Kate from McDick's in about 40 minutes!...
I'm out of stuff to write about right now, but there soon will be more...
Hold fast, my army of invisibles, for soon there will be reinforcements.
- Peace,
Workin' Man!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Posty post!
My blogsurfing actually got me a reader!!! w00t! Her name is Eri!
Hi Eri!!!!
Anywho, Foo is sitting around, not doing much, just blogging and talking to that 'Alexis' Girl... lol! It is summer! This isn't a bummer. If I drove a hummer, I wouldn't be dumber! Ok, so, I have nothing to post about, so here are some random pictures!
Peace!
- Foo
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Work Experience*
I had a decent day at le workage today... I was on site all day, at the Eddie Bauer project. I got to the shop around 7:20 ish, then Wayne drove Foo & le trailer out to woodgrove... someguy(I can't remember his name) and I unloaded hundreds of feet worth of pipe through the mall via the access hallways. Spent most of the day insulating pipe and elbows, as well as operating the Genie lift and, as expected, a little cleaning and tidying!
After work I was walking to Shane's --in the rain. When I was crossing the dangerous blacktop desert of Save-On, I spotted the rare 'Katelynne's Mum's Mini-van' a.k.a. Vinnie. This is a very rare spotting, considering there is only one of this species with these particular markings. I then snuck around Save-On and pounced on Katelynne, therefore suprising her, and her accompanying family members!
When I arrived at Shaney's I changed into dry clothes, and we made cookies and watched T.V. untill I came home around 9:45 ish... I was supposed to be in bed 15 minutes after that... oh well.
Anywho, now I'm just blogging away, and talking to Kevineo!
Peace!
- Foo
* caution: may result in a summer job.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
US = anti blog?
- Foo.
Ach! Fuckers...
Im out there blog-surfing, and every second blog that comes up is a shit-blog (meaning the ones with 8,000 entries of bull (posting every 10 or 11 minutes out of a fucking random word generator... FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DIE!!!!!! Anywho, onto other things.
Pop-ups. Die. Popup-loops Die a painful death. People that design them (or put them on their website) : Less than human. Go die, or eat shit, or whatever you scumsuckers do in your spare time.... By spare time I mean when you aren't out there trying to fuck up anything nice for anyone else. I hope someone drives a barbed nail through your testicles and hangs a brick off them. Go fucking Die and quit ruining things.
by the way, theres another post below this, that is also current.
Peace,
- Foo
14 months, 6 minutes !! :)
Last blog, I went blog surfing, searching for new readers, (thanks to KJ's tip) I only ended up commenting on 2 blogs, but that is ok, no? I will continue this surfage for the next couple times, or untill I lose interest (whichever comes first)
uhh... I dont really have much to blog about, but here is my first Bloggual quote of the blog:
Life is good to those who learn to appreciate it all.
so yeah. Im going to fiddle around with some blog stuff now and maybe change the BG music or something...
So, my readers few, I must bid thee adieu, but think it not, that I find it too hot, to be blogging 'round the likes of you.
G'night(morning)
-Foo
Thursday, June 30, 2005
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not
Foo just finished watching the movie, 'À la folie... pas du tout', in french, with subtitles. It was an intriguing plot, but it did not captivate me untill the second part of the movie. This movie has three pieces to the plot; Angelique, Loic, and the Aftermath. Angelique's story is kind of lame, and when she tries to kill herself, I think to myself, ' What a Lame-Assed movie! I just wasted... wait a second... thats not long enough to be a movie! Hey! the movie is still on!'
At this point the story moves on to Loic, and all the little pieces fit together. (It turns out Loic is the good guy.)
Anywho... I just realized I wasted like 2 minutes of your reading time with that. Sorry. But good movie... you MUST watch it.
Foo has begun the work experience thing he signed up for in the Career Centre! He is working at AFCO heating & sheet metal. He has spent two eight-hour days in a sheet metal shop... and realized it rocks! Too bad he doesn't get payed :'(
I went and saw 'Batman Begins' with Danny and it was pretty good. They deviated from the original plot a little bit, but for the better. The special effects were amazing and he had a SA-WEEET car.
This blog is very disjointed. Im kind of tired, but I dont have to work tomorrow, so I'm not getting up --Unless someone calls me (hint hint, Katelynne).
Also, I would like to add that I will no longer be using 'Foo out' as my signout because some fag on TV (American Idol) uses it. I therefore deem it trendy and crappy.
Friday, June 24, 2005
Colin + Alexis + Pat + Pinecone + Tree + Spare Time = Not a good idea?
Colin, Alexis
And Pat, all did make mischief
Today, Police came.
Police came not first,
Two bastards came, they were bad.
They threw rocks at Pat.
When we descended
Upon Pat were the blows thrown
He was too lippy.
Big bad men denied
Any Recollection of
Hitting my Patrick.
Über-fag they were
Foo is the grounded, maybe?
I like Kitty-Cats.
Foo's Legacy is,
These Haikus, for they are pro
Good mood I am in.
Foo out.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Got a problem? Paint-Edit!
This one, (left bottom) I want to get tattoo'd on my left shoulder, and I want a cool celtic knot on my right. Speaking of tattoos, my mother got her eyebrows tattooed on... but she wont let my get an 'ickle tattoo or two on my shoulder... Wah! Anywho, I, being Foo, will convince her over the period of time in which I pay off the debt of $500 (I've payed $200 already) that I should be able to get one if I pay. Foo out. (by the way, foo foo'd)
end post.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Long time no post...
Anywho, it's 5:30 AM and im ready to go... TO MUSICFEST CANADA!!! w00t 1337 h4x!!!!!!111one1one!1one
Yeah, I'm in Richmond for 2 days... W00t... and most of it is free time, (i play wednesday morning, and thursday evening.... thats like a 36 hour gap of free time.... w000000t!
Do I have readers? I think not...... g2g to musicfest!!! my rides here.... bye!
Monday, April 04, 2005
Updates, Upcoming dates, Dates, and Ups.
Well, enough about my lack of bloggability. Let's talk about me! I'm starting to learniteach myself guitar, without any theory involved, and I am probably going to go buy a cheap guitar and amplimacationing devicamabob. Hanging out with Shane and Trail has kind of inspired me to kick their asses with my Paddy-like natural talents. In one night of messing around I can almost play the intro to Enter Sandman, and thats about all the suck the world can handle right now. :(
Shane's mom beat me up, I went to Berwick with Katelynne, and that was about all that happened this weekend. w00t!
Ehknyhoo, I am going to EMESEN with watashi no otou(?)san.
Peace out, Rock on, My mouse is moving of its own free will! :)
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Relatives = awesome!
SOOOOOOO!!!!!..... Kevin Rocks, Jenna Rocks, Foo Rocks, Moo/G rock, Assorted Aunts/Uncles rock, and Johnny/Marcy I havent seen much of. Also, Maria/Darren and their little kiddies rock too!
RELATIVES are RELATIVELY awesome...
But you know who else rocks? Katelynne; and might I add, it's our
in one month and nine days! Why, thats only 一個月和九天! w00t, go us!
Anywho, I doubt anyone wants to hear more, so, good night, farewell, and all that jazz.
Friday, March 11, 2005
Whoah! update...
MY APOLOGIES to you, whoever has wasted their time looking for new entries for the past week or two. I have become a lazy bastard and I dont have a computer to inspire me. Right now I am sitting in the school library! woohoo!
Lol, thats a picture of me, drawn by Picaso himself... (me)
ANYWHO!!! This foo here, (points at self) is going to a movie with Katelynne tonight!, but he doesnt know which, which is why he is putting link to go nanaimo right ==>LINK!!!<==here.
Also, after school, I am playing ball tag with Ryan,Allyn,Jordan,Cam,Jesse,and Myself...
Anywho, this is the end of m boring blog of the day(week)... I bid thee adieu, my invisible army!
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Meow.
I am truly and deeply sorry that I have not been able to post often, but, try as I might, a computer just isn't there when I open my eyes. Hmm... Mayhap I shall have to 'buy' one.
Anywho, the happenings of this week haven't been too outstanding... I stayed at my Auntie&Uncle's house for the weekend, due to irresponsible parents and their trips to victoria.
Earned $23 dollars from Ralph helping with yardwork. ... w00t?
Hallmark day is tomorrow (valentines) and I am currently telling michael scott what to get his g/f (emergency shop!)
.........
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/ \ \ \/\/ ___ Good night, for soon I must retire.
Friday, January 28, 2005
Stupid lack of computer :(
Well, onto things that are occuring recentishisly or soonish?
I just got back from Katelynne's house, where we were watching the movie Pitch Black I think... Anywho halfway through, Katelynne falls asleep, on me, of course, and her mother walks in right after she wakes/sits up, and accuses us of making out in her house, and how lucky we were her father didn't come down. (Ignoring all protests, might I add)
Anywho, I'm busy talking to my Awesome brother, so, Good Evening, Моя армия незримых людей. - Foo
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Dog + Me = BAD
Provincials in 2 weeks or less. I have 3-4 homework assignments for SS due tomorrow, and I havent even looked at them yet, though I assume they will be the tiresome, repetetive kind that require no thinking, but lots of work. Blech! Anywho, I'm going to try to figure out some bloggish things, so, I bid thee Adieu.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Carl Johnson
I am staying the night (hopefully) at Cam's, and he has rented Halo 2 and an extra controller. Tomorrow I am going for an afternoon ski with the 'rents, hopefully less stumps and rocks than last trip. Last trip was the school trip and Tyler bractured his arm, as well as Allyn breaking/cracking a rib on a stump during a forest run. Anywho, considering noone is going to read this untill a LOT later, if ever, so I guess I can say what I got Katelynne for her Birthday. I got her a Snowboard lock and the Earrings to match the necklace I got her for christmas. Anywho, my army of Invisibles, I shall write again... later. Good evening.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
Snooker!
Haven't talked to Kevin in a while, or read his BLOG (blogs rock) but I assume he is still alive.... will post soon, leaving current internet connection.... XX
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Back on track!
Iaido was good, but my lack of practice showed, and karmattacked me with a few blisters.
School is going well, I guess, no real troubles yet. I should start bringing food for lunch so I don't die by last block. 3&1/2 weeks until provincials (X_X) GAH! Anywho, post later, Moous wants to go watch a Mooooovie!