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Monday, July 06, 2009

Well, here I am

I am here. typing. in a robe, on a monday at 10:38am. Rained out of painting. Start at playtime bingo tonight. Currently not together with samantha. I cant be happy either way I guess. I feel really bad for breaking her heart time and time again. welcome to life. sometimes you hate yourself.

aaaaaanyways. My van has a bunch of scrap 2x4's and bits of plywood full of nails. One of these days im going to de-nail and either store the wood or build something.


I would go toke, but I am so fucking emo. heh not really i guess. but I get into funx.funkzfunks

maybe I will go toke. oh im 20 now. fucking big deal. I know im not really a fan of bdays and whatevs but I had a shitty bday by my standards. woke up, fought with sam all morning. took her to work, then scrolled thru the contact list on my phone looking for someone to hang with... twice. I eventually texted back an unknown sender who turned out to be taryn. we chilled for a bit. w/f/e.

Jeff Saunders, you are a sheisty bastard. Fuck you pal.
Blaze Lupton. I lost some faith in humanity because of you. fuck you too, pal.

I am full of hate, rage and anger.
But I havent been in a scrap since elementary school. I dont think I would enjoy losing a fight.

fuck my life