Puppies and Jelly-Beans

Well, interesting day today. All in all none to shabby; work went by fairly easy, working hard of course, and then drove down to the port theatre. The jazzy thing there didnt turn out so hot, and on the way back Kate and I found her banner. After that, I went to youth and it turned out really great. I ended up Kayaking, Canoeing, and Log Running (in a sense). I was out kayaking and canoeing and whatnot for at least an hour and a half or more, and I didnt really freak out. Damn deep water. haha, really sweet trippy time on the water, and I wasnt even high!

Anyways, came home around 11:30 and I am currently chilling on my computer for a while before I shower. Might have a snack first. Kinda van zinderenbakkered.

Wheeee.... anyways, gonna help Cspence move into her new house, which is right down the street and down a path from mine. w0000. I work 2-8 tomorrow :D

Anyways... For some reason I am now ending this blog.


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(baked.)

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Hey hey
Such a sweet day today. Cruising around alll llllll lllllll day. Put like - I lose - 150-180 clicks on the van. Crazy just drove around alllll day. sweet stuff. Hung out with brandan from like 11am till 9:25pm and saw Jayde at woodgrove, then went to the lake, and looked around till we found rhian's house. Picked Rhian up and cruised on downtown. Hung out at Dezi's house and we all went to rhians then the lake. from the lake we cruised to woodgrove and saw Klair and Joe! Then dropped rhian off at work and drove dezi home. Fun times driving (because most of the day was spent driving, all the cool stuff happened then). Me and Bran went to my place for steak dinner, watched UFC (Ultimate fighting Championship) saw some good fights then went and cruised around and picked up nick and matt. Went to the far side of the lake and then cruised above hammond bay road. went and saw landon at macs, then ended up dropping off bran at home, hitting up harbour park mall, and coming back up, saw a couple cops on the way and was kinda sketched out. Chilled with matt and nick up by uplands school then they went to brans and i drove home.

Currently listening to dispatch and failing to sleep. I really need to but i just cant fall asleep; so im posting this w00000
I have to work at 6 am tomorrow and I am gonna have an omelette for breakfast. Im trying the ziploc method.

anyways. Might put some video/pics up on another post later on. for now, good night!

I love you guys R+H we need to 'hang out' sometime.

- C.J.D>Foo.... :D

The english language is very versatile, but there are still places it cant go.

Like The Hush Sound. I heart them?
I am not claiming to be a 'fan' and I dont know much of anything about them, or their music. I dont even know most of the lyrics, but Dayammmmn they sound good.

Or emotion. Some poetry is close, and some actually captures it. But to truly express the mix, anger, love, sorrow and grief, happiness and God-high is impossible.
At least not satisfactoraly (sp?)(word!?) displayed for me.

I dont think I am over Katelynne.
Her name even looks special in text.
I think it has a place in my heart.

One of my friends got beaten up a bit and bottled today. Assumedly drunk guys.
I dont like alcohol.
It causes so much more pain and rot and evil than it ever has good; by a hundred times and more.

To know a tear was shed for you,
A prayer prayed in the night.
To know that you ARE truly loved,
yet still not realize the TRUE love,
It seems ridiculous.
I should probably get out of this stinking hole.
But it is such a sweet stink.
sigh...?

I dont fit in...

In the YWCA.
In a big city.
In a crowd of screaming teenage girls.

But thats ok. I went and saw Teddy Geiger.
I brought back no 'merch' but thats ok.
I have no money left after anyways :D

Meowkitties?
I lose.

*GASP*

Mike Robertson talked to me on msn this morning!! GASPS! am I famous yet? oh wait. He's a scumbag piece of shit, I forgot. nevermind...

Dissatisfied.

Ahh! Its finally summer. Such an amazing sensation. Its starting to heat up outside, and the sun has been out every day. Very enjoyable. Been having some pretty chill days and hung out with Brandan a couple times. Im going to see Teddy Geiger tonight with Caitlynspence and ... Lainey?
Anyways, pretty sweet. We are splitting the accomodation bill 3 ways, and spending the night over in van.
Anyways, I miss being with Katelynne.... especially because its summer. Last summer was the best year(summer) of my life, so far.
Wow... do I ever dislike Mikey Robertson.

Hookah!

I ... was and am goonered. I discovered the amazing smoothness of cams Hookah, (that sounds dirty, but i mean the smoke) And I took at least 150-250 full lung tokes off of that. It was a mix of watermelon tobacco and bud, and It was sooooo tasty and smooth that I took 140+ full lung tokes and only coughed once. some of them were even mustard tokes. Amazing
reached above and beyond! Wooooo....

Im gonna crash now. .... I bet you're proud of me.

Hawps!

Lols. Good -- I lose -- hop tonight. Colin, Jordan, Allyn. All toughies. Many Loudness, longtime wait-yards. Brokefence, book it, watch the light! Lols. ( I lose again) Put the jar down allyn.
Anyways. Good hop ( i lose) Cam couldnt make it on account of an exam in 5 hours. Apparently I am 'busted' for smoking pot, by my youth pastor. I wonder where she found out ? (maybe the post below this one) Well if you still check up on me, I love you guys, R+H.

Anyways,..... Sleep time?

Can't think of a post name.>.!!!.!>!/.!?././../.>/>/>

Well. Today was fun. Everyone at church was hardcore, and Leah was being hardcore in an abbrasive way. Took Grant out for coffee. Berwick, then went to 'the omen' with Alexis. I havent hung out with her in sooo long. we had a sweet time. Attempted tray drifting ... in a RWD van...... needless to say it didnt work... so we caused a ruckus in a housing district then drove around some more.
It took me an hour and twenty to get home from woodgrove :D lool i lose.

Its funny how it happens...

It's funny how the 'Sadie Hawkins Dance' concept could originate from a comic strip.
It's funny how a prominent cult could spring from science fiction books based on a movie never filmed. (silly L. Ron Hubbard)


Funny how it happens. How you can do something to break up a friendship, and know you're doing it. Fuck.

Anyways (any waaaaaahhhh s) I got my 'N' yesterday, then I went to a retirement dinner/celebration for le mummy. I had to work a 10-6 Latenight and I ended smoking and smoking pot anyways, even though I didn't bring it. RJ, I .... cant even apologize because it was intentional. Anyways it was a sweet night and I took my first 'N' drive home at 7 AM this morning, then drove around a bit with Caitlynspence. We originally intended to go out for coffee with michael, but ended up in harewood and all over the place :D

anywho... church tomorrow.

First Degree Fuck-up.

I am messed up.












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Also; I wish I could say I was trustworthy, but I think i've proven myself wrong (how many times?)

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The music is so good but unfitting.

- Colin

No forseeable end.

Is there a solution? I don't even know the problem. There are so many possibilities and contradictions. I could go at it like one would barehand an onion, but I am pathetic and weak.
So i'll just sit here and let it get worse.

Ever notice?

Ever notice that people type sentences or lack thereof in the same style and wording as they speak.... it doesnt sound that cool, but think about it. I think its neat.

Ever notice how you WANT to screw up?
... its the devil.
(but i dont care?)


- Colin.

Fishy?

One of the symbols used by early Christians (prior to Constantine) to identify themselves to each other, when to be identified as a Christian could result in death. The symbol of a fish (ΙΧΘΥΣ in Greek) was used, because in Greek the letters of the word are also the first letters of a key Christian concept. I = Ιησυς (Jesus), X = Χριστος (Christ, Messiah, or Anointed one), Θ (the Greek letter theta) = Θεος (God), Υ = Υιος (Son), Σ = Σοτηρ (Savior).
... I stole that from Wiki. I just thought it could be on my blog :D Caitlynspence has a blog now! she is going to (she better) post a bunch of her sermons on there, and I'll get to read them. :D
click the title for her page, one day I'll put it in my bloggatives... when she reminds me :P

anywho, im still messed up, but I'm not being emo right now, so I'm wrapping this up before I start.

Noighters!
- foo

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Draw. Draw.
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Draw. Draw.
DrawDraw.
DraDraw.
Draw.
Close.

Why dont I?
...iunno

Any temptation, and I want to throw my (promises?) out the window.
I hear good news, and feel worse.
I want you, but I only (strive?) for you idly.
If I were my own doctor, I'd tell myself that something was wrong, and that we can almost put our finger on it; but we cannot discern a cure.
What, am I moping? Wallowing?
Do I think I can exist?
I.... am..... lame?
In the spiritualiteral fashion, of course.




... sigh