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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Im going to listen to music.=

Maybe write.
Maybe blog.
Maybe quote lyrics.
May be emo?
Maybe sit and play guitar.
or maybe just sit back and enjoy the music.
I might talk to people on msn, but I am tired, and the music is powerful.

Currently listening to: The Hush Sound.

Caitlynspence. where did you go. More like where did I? I was here, there and everywhere.
But you have moved, that small amount. (At least I think)

Had a thought; lost it. But then I found it again; I can't remember what we did in religions today. I mean, I remember now, but there was a good minute of not having any idea.

CUTTTTTT. It is now tomorrow day.

Currently listening to: TFK. (art of breaking)

Why is saying 'I promise' any more valid than just saying something?
I've started lying again. I don't like it, but it's easy, convenient, and quick in a scrape. It comes unbidden. (or maybe it IS bidden)
Is it possible to actually have a full insight into someone elses situations?
it might be, but then again, maybe not.

brb bong hoots.
backses.

Anyways, I bought new headphones last night.
I enjoy being able to listen to music whenever I want.
Unfortunately I cannot hold my entire library on my ipod nano's puny two gigs.
Do no get me wrong; I really enjoy my nano.
Its mobility is handy and luxurious in daily use.

Currently listening to: POD. (alive)

Ahhhhhh. Marijuana, relief of withdrawal.
Withdrawal you say?
Who cares, says I.
I feel good right now.
Yesterday I had some good bud and it was very pleasant.
Tolerance Shmolerance.
I just need a higher quality.

Currently listening to: Kutless. (all alone)

Salvia.
Quite enjoyable in moderate doses.
If taken rashly, it can produce unpleasant results.
For some reason, after my more intensive salvia trip -20x Standardized Extract, and enough for 5 minutes and almost complete amnesia- I realized how uncomfortable I was, scared even, of a lot of things. I was weak, a nervous wreck. I realized that there are things stronger than me. That can overpower me. I did not like that.

When 'burning out' or on the afterbuzz of a larger dose of salvia, coherent thought and speech are impaired greatly. You are partially conscious of this, but the only words you can think of to express it are, "I'm dumb!" or, on a less intense dose, "with salvia, my intelligence goes *imitation of plane crashing and burning*". After expressing a coherent thought, one is quite proud, and considers that a small victory over that power one just experienced.

Anywho, I am going to step away from the computer, eventually return to school, and go to work.

I lose,
Peace.

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